Yo, hey there! I miss blogging. :)
I’ve been very busy with my college life. I am in a trimestral college and it’s giving me loads of shit everytime. Right now, this is my last term as a frosh. I did not expect this is going to be the best term ever. Probably because we were dispersed from our block section. Honestly, I did not like the setting of having a block section because I am not fond of studying in a traditional way.
Having met other students every other subject, I realized that it is so much fun to communicate with strangers. You can be able to hear new stories instead of hearing same old stories from your blockmates. The best thing ever is that you can learn how to depend on yourself. I used to be a lazy student when I was in high school. I only ask my classmates about quizzes and stuff. Now I managed to handle everything on my own. It is an accomplishment for me and I am proud of myself to submit all the requirements without the help of someone. Aside from that, there will be no ‘competition’ because you are not in a block anymore and you don’t have to prove anything to everyone. You can recite even if your answers are completely irrational because people do not care— perhaps they don’t know you at all.
Also, in this term, I have many ‘crushes.’ Of course, you see many faces, and there’s always one of them whom you might find cool. I don’t care if you’re gonna be surprised but I have a lesbian crush. She is a basketball player in my university. She is very cool. She knows how to play the game. I mean, some players really suck, and she is never a sucker! I liked her because my fitness class is basketball, and I know how hard it is to play, but when I watch her play, it seems as if she were not considering it as a challenge at all. I like her so much.
I had a crush on my other class. It’s a he this time. I just find him kind and approachable but it was gone by the time I found out he is committed. My feelings for him has faded day by day, and now, I really don’t care at all.
This time, I have a serious crush. I’m so looking forward to it. I tried to approach him, and he was kind. He talked to me more than I talk to him. He is my classmate in three subjects, and I see him everyday. He is one of my group mates in basketball and he always passes the ball to me. It’s like we’re interlinking communications through the ball. I know it sounds weird but yeah, you feel it sometimes. You add meanings to things that are irrelevant at all.
All of us have these crushes. Of course, I don’t make a move. All I do is to stare. I am currently focusing on my studies and I don’t want a hinder. I am a college student, and I am not yet having any commitment and the like. :)) can anyone suggest something? :))